LOVE MAKES LIFE BEAUTIFUL!

2011-06-20T19:27:00.002+08:00

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9th february 2011.

2011-02-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

my post titles are getting lame day by day. ok, this week is the 1st week in campus after 1 week of CNY holidays. synopsis of this week:

sun: reached campus. 1st thing i did was editing lab report which was due on the next day.(as u can see, obviously nvr bothered 2 do it in holidays). then i was really shocked when i found out the next day i had a quiz. so dh m'gelabah and studied the whole night.at night my friend joined me n we studied till 12am.

mon: class started at 9am n the lecturer said that the quiz is postponed to Friday (so much for studying hard!). at night i had mandarin class. that class was real fun n my bf 'belanja' me seafood before the class.

tue: i nvr got up to make it for the 1st class of the day which was at 8am (why do people set early morning classes even in universities? grow up la!). evening had english class where we did practically nothing. the teachers encouraged us to take part in national online quiz 5.(planning 2 do the quiz tomorrow!)

wed: today my class started at 8am as well! but managed 2 wake up today.had a lab after that. planning to go to food,health and beauty exhibition today which is held in DSI,UTM.

thur: as usual will have classes frm 8am till 4pm. haven't thought abt what to do in the night.

friday: i have only 1 class which is frm 8am to 10am. have to prepare presentation slides for this class. the 2nd class for this day is already cancelled. at evening, must go to 'pasar malam'. got a lot of stuffs to buy. especially missing my carrot cake!

sat: umadevi will be in kalai kalachara vizha (KKV). its at dewan meranti,KRP.

sun:??????

this was an assignment that was set by my english teacher! u hv 2 get people to select the dominant traits of u. see what people think abt me! i've attached the link below.
kevan.org/johari?view=umadevimorgan

year 3.

2011-01-25T20:19:00.001+08:00

im in 2nd semester of 3rd year of my degree course currently. this year im starting my PSM (projek sarjana muda). i will publish my research on EPOXIDIZED NATURAL RUBBER TOUGHENED POLY AMIDE 6/KENAF COMPOSITES. hmmm... this year seems to be less busy so far. i'm getting a lot of 'me' time. this year for the 1st time i took 'paalkudam' for thaipusam. it was a great experience. i'm addicted to korean drama series currently. i'm really wondering guys as romantic as Koreans do really exists? if they do i really wish i had one. this semester im taking mandarin lessons. hope i can speak mandarin soon. that's all for now and i'll try to update as frequent as possible =)

2011!

2011-01-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

technically im updating my blog once in a year... omg!
justifications:
1. i hate writing.
2. totally oppose the idea of people knowing every single thing happened in my life.
3. basically malas to update the blog.
4. recently my life became very boring, so there's nothing much to tell actually.
5. im 23 now. so these things seems to be teenager's stuff.

actually i've been really busy and from now onwards i'll try to update it as frequent as i can. =)

Lovely!

2010-05-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ul Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poraatam
Nee Paarkum Bodhe Mazhai Aaven ooh...
Un Anbil Kanneer Thuli Aaven...
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ull Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poaraatam
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

Nee Perazhagil Poar Nadathi Ennai Vendraai
Kann Paarkum Bodhe Paarvaiyaale Kadathi Chendraai

Naan Pennaaga Pirandhadharku Artham Sonnaai
Mun Ariyaadha Vekkangal Neeye Thandhaai

En Ulagam Thanimai Kaadu, Nee Vandhaai Pookalodu
Ennai Thodarum Kanavugalodu, Penne Penne...

Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ull Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poaraatam

Nee Paarkum Bodhe Mazhai Aaven ooh...

Un Anbil Kanneer Thuli Aaven...

Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...

Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

Un Karungoondhal Kuzhalaagathaan Ennam Thondrum
Un Kaadhoram Uraiyaadithaan Jenmam Theerum

Un Maarbodu Saayum Andha Mayakkam Podhum
En Manadhodu Serthu Vaitha Valigall Theerum

Un Kaadhal Ondrai Thavira, En Kaiyil Ondrum Illai
Adhai Thaandi Ondrume Illai, Penne Penne
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ull Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poaraatam

Nee Paarkum Bodhe Mazhai Aaven ooh...

Un Anbil Kanneer Thuli Aaven...

Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven ooh...

Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven...

dedicating to you....

basic c!

2008-08-25T10:39:00.000+08:00

I'm in basic c programming lab now! actually the lecturer is trying her level best to teach something.
but i don't understand a thing. we just had a quick test. i did OK i think! tomorrow night is the real basic c programming test. for this subject we are using borland c++ software! actually what am i talking about?

new life!

2008-07-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

It has been a long long time since i last updated my blog! ok, i have been really busy and kind of lazy to update it actually! a lot things happened in my life in the past 4 months . so lets have a chronicles here!
march: nothing much actually! i was working in PERSPECTIVE TUITION CENTRE (PTC)! i got to know a lot of people! made a lot of friends! my colleague was a excellent girl and a very good friend of mine. my boss was so caring and both of them helped me a lot!

April: i was giving home tuition to a student who wants to retake his SPM! i was teaching him maths and add maths. i went for Medsi exam but i wasn't shortlisted. me and my friend visa went through a lot ups and downs of life during this month.

may: a lot of things happened this month! first of all, i bought a new hp with my own salary!
its sony ericsson K530i. quite cheap actually! PTC was having a seminar for SPM students and i was given a small slot to share my experience with the students. it was quite fun actually! we was celebrating our boss' daughters 1st year birthday. he was having a party in his new house! we was helping him and enjoyed ourselves! i got a offer letter from UCSI to do degree in biotechnology! but the course costs RM58000! i was very confused. my dad was hospitalised!
his leg developed a hole because of a small wound which he ignored. since he has diabetics the hole became deeper! he has been discharged now, but he is still under treatment!

alamak I'm late for my next class!!!!!!!!!!! I'll continue the chronicles tomorrow. see you guys!

feelin blue!

2008-02-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

im not feeling quite well for the past 2 days! the whole system of my body is working against me! i feel very weak and sick! chinese new year passed already. matter of fact, i didnt really get to enjoy the CNY holidays since its just a day off for me! life's getting robotic and things are kind of static. i hate this routine kind of lifestyle. ok its just for another 4 months and i'll be back to my studies.. cant wait for it. now i realise that the best part of human life is when we're studying. we'll be surrounded by all our friends, don't have to worry about money since our parents are there to look for it, and the life is so carefree and unpredictable. when we come to the world of adults, its all about looking for MONEY, MONEY AND MONEY. actually i feel very bad until i dont know what to write. i found a website where we can download songs for free. check it out! www.seekasong.com

baby love!

2008-01-26T11:38:00.000+08:00

BABY LOVE
Nicole Scherzinger feat. will.i.am

(Nicole)
I remember like it was yesterday
first kiss and I knew you changed the game
you had me, exactly, where you wanted and i'm on it,
and I aint ever gon let you get away
holding hands never made me feel this way
so special, boy its your..
your smile, we so in Love (lalalalaaa)
yeeeah we so in Love (Lalalalalaaa)
and I just can't get enough
of your lalala Love
eyeeah we so in love LOVE I want you to know...

You are my baby love
my baby love you make the sun come up ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love my baby love you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy) you're my every every every everything

In a minute now we're still holding it down
butterflies everytime he come around
you make me, so crazy, its crazy, ohh baby
I don't ever wanna be with no one else
you're the only one that ever made me mad
you're special, boy it's your,
your style we so in Love (lalalalalaaa)
yeeeah we so in love Lalalalalalaa
and I just can't get enough
of your lalala Love
yeah thats all i'm thinking of LOVE,
I want you to know

You are my baby love my baby love you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love my baby love you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of

(Guy)
You always and forever you my sunshine on my mind
constant think about you all the time (you're my everything)
(Nicole)
Everything everything ohh everything everything ohh
(Guy)
you ma new school (love)
you ma old school (love)
and it's true you're the one i'm thinking of
(Nicole)
(You are my baby love)

fat (not really!)

2008-01-08T12:35:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling kind of blue today! nowadays i always have this mood swings and i dont know why it happens! im becoming very sensitive to almost everything. for example, yesterday i met this lady and she was like ' hi uma, how are u? it seems that u have put on weight!' i felt like ripping off her head straightaway! she's as big as hippo and still dare to comment about me! the voice from my head replied 'IM A LOT MORE THINNER COMPARED TO U!' ok, i know that i became fat! so what? noboby needs to proclaim that to me! i dont give a damn to whatever u say! this is not the only thing that im angry abt, there are loads of it! i've sent my laptop for service n meanwhile i have to use this desktop of mine which is as slow as snail! actually the major cause of my temper is something else i guess!

do you know?

2007-12-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

Do you know (3 x)

(Chorus)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know (3 x))
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know (4 x)
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

(Chorus)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know (3 x))
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know (4 x)
Do ya

How can I love you (4 x)

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)But after this episode
I don't see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

(Chorus)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know (3 x))
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know (3 x)

song by enrique iglesias. suits me most now!

sometimes.....

2007-12-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes u would never cherish something that's very near to you! but when you lose it u will realise that you love it very much! but, since you have a VERY BIG EGO, you wait for it to come back to you! sometimes you would even console yourself that its not meant to be yours and wants it to be happy with whoever it likes! but eventually you find that it's not that easy to let it go and without realising you always think about it! and one day....... u burn your ego which is as high as Everest and contact 'it'! but you realise that things wasn't the same anymore! somehow you feel that you tried so hard but your efforts are meaningless. somewhere you find your ego is seriously hurt! what should you do now? should you risk your ego and try to talk to it again or should you just leave it to time? why are so clueless? if its meant to be yours shouldn't it return to you one day? but will your silence give the wrong message to it?

the happy me!

2007-12-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

its my birthday today! I'm turning 19 this year. Do you know why am i happy today? i got a NEW LAPTOP !!! my parents simply loves me! actually i got it last Sunday itself! but only today i activated streamyx! lets talk about my birthday this year! yesterday night until 12am i was in temple because there was special prayers in temple! so this year i welcomed my birthday in temple! its a good sign for the year ahead right! the 1st person to wish me was my best friend eswari. she called me 5 mins before 12am and wished! then my family members wished me when it strikes 12. today morning, ashley,oga,kingwei,rheena,visalini,hidayah and many more people wished me! later at night we'll be going to celebrate my birthday in a seafood restaurant! oh ya, my boss bought a birthday cake for me. that's so sweet of her! and the highlight is someone whom i thought will never contact me again wished me too! its surprising that he still remember my birthday! anyway thanks everyone!

MERDEKA!!!!!

2007-12-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

my exam's over! I'm so happppppppy!
hooray,hooray hey hip hip hooray x1000
straight after exam we went for pizza hut! Mr.law(our lecturer) treat us to pizza!
today i get to taste many kind of pizzas!( i tasted chicken supreme,Hawaiian chicken,Thai seafood,pepperoni,royal masala n tuna supreme!!! yummy yummy!). then we went midvally 2 watch enchanted...(i hate that movie! it's kind of a stupid movie actually. so called "happily ever after" *crap man). after that i had a chocolate indulgence in secret recipe!! now here i am in the cc watching movie n blogging n chatting with my runny nose! tomorrow I'm going to watch sharukh khan's om shanti om! life's so goooood!!!

save me!

2007-11-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

i've just finished maths paper 1! STPM is so tuff! the biggest mistake of my life is taking STPM! im so sad!

so sick of love!

2007-11-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just

(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger than this

(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I’m so sick of love songs

So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here

Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That’s marked July 15th
Because since there’s no more you
There’s no more anniversary

I’m so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory

And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That’s the reason I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can’t I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
I’m letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I’m so sick of love songs

So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I’m so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can’t I turn off the radio?
(why can’t I turn off the radio?)

song by ne-yo

Things to do!

2007-11-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

1. STOP WASTING TIME N STUDY SERIOUSLY!
2. STOP EATING TOO MUCH
3. STOP THINKING ABOUT GOING TO TGV!
4. STOP WATCHING MOVIES ONLINE!

I HAVE ALL THE THINGS TO STOP BUT NOTHING TO START! HAIZ*

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2007-10-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

my blog will be in hibernation mode until 4Th December. why? because the writer is seriously studying for her STPM which is only 2 weeks away! today I'm having a fever and a bad flu! I'm so pathetic! :(.... 'it REALLY HELPS (sarcastic tone!) when i've to study untill late night!'. next week Thursday is deepavali. I'm going back to JB on Tuesday morning! currently I'm very angry with my 'fate'. why I've to work so hard even when I'm sick but others can happily enjoy with their partners? why? why? why????????? haiz*( no point complaining la uma. nothing gonna change when you throw tantrums! OK, now get out of CIT and continue your revision!!!!) THAT'S THE ALARM FROM MY HEAD. RINGING WITH HIGH FREQUENCY AND INTENSITY! GOT TO GO! HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE! MEET YOU GUYS AGAIN ON 4TH DECEMBER!

love!

2007-10-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know why am i feeling kind of weird today! 3 hours ago i came to library and i'm still here. But instead of studying, i'm online for about 2 hours and 45 minutes continuously! currently i feel sad,lonely,guilty,angry,hungry and a lot more emotions are whirling inside me!

ok, today i'm going to be a bit mushy! Here is some love quotes for my boyfriend who never exists!

1. Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.

2. Why Does It Always Rain Hardest On The People Who Deserve The Sun?

3. True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

4. There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.

5. If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

6. We can never really love anybody with whom we never laugh.

7. Love and magic have a great deal in common. They enrich the soul, delight the heart. And they both take practice.

8. Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

9."Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love"

10. U were my strength when i was weak.u were my voice when i could'nt speak.u were my eyes when i could'nt see. u saw the best there was in me.Lifted me up wen i could'nt reach.u gave me faith coz u believed.Im everything i am Because u loved me.

11. My stomach always gets those butterflies, my head always gets a little dizzy, my legs always get slightly weak, and all this just from looking at you.

12. ITS FUNNY HOW THE ONE PERSON YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD NEVER LOVE TURNS OUT TO BE THE PERSON YOU'VE LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE

13. Every girl wants a man, that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make-up running down her face, eyes red from crying, and the first thing he says to her is "baby, your b e a u t i f u l" and means it!

14. If dyeing was the price of loving you then let me die with the smile that you always bring across my lips

15. In reality you are no longer mine but your memory will always reside safely in my dreams

ok i think it's time to stop! thanks for being so patient and read it until here!
i'm still wondering what happened to my 'happily ever after'? life is really unfair!

Thin guys!

2007-10-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

CAUTION: This post contains highly insane stuff. so, those who dread craps avoid this!

There is only 24 days left for my STPM and i'm not getting any hardworking! haiz(*sighs!). yesterday me and my friends went out to eat the famous "mali's corner nasi lemak". On the way, we was talking about guys!!!! (as usual it is one of the most favourite topic of girls what? anyway, if the girls are together what else do they talk about right!). ok, i was telling i like guys who are thin. ( fair enough what ?). But sadly, i don't even get 1 vote. All my friends was telling me how guys should be strong and manly and masculine and...(basically means big la!). They was even telling me how thin guys can easily be blown by strong wind and instead of guys carrying the girl, if it is a thin guy it would be the other way round.
Enough of all those craps. Let us come to my point fo view. i still think that thin guys are better. This is because:

1. They eat less! so we don't have to cook all the time (but sometimes it can be the reverse)

2.you can bully them back ( we don't have to be scared of their size)

3. they occupy less space! ( ok, this sonds crazy)

4. most of thin guys are healthy, it's proven medically! (so they won't die early and you don't have to be young widow)

5. as i said earlier, most of the girls like big and strong guys. so you have less competition. (nobody will confiscate him from you!)

6. actually, being thin is kind of sexy u know! (REALLY)

7. when there is an emergency, they will run fast with you! (they won't be so stupid like big guys who like to fight and break their limbs. it saves medical bill what?)

actually, there are many more advantages of thin guys. i just can't think of any more now! Despite of what others say, i always go for thin guys! (seriously)

see what other girls are thinking about this at:
http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/forums/showthread.php?t=676719

Life!

2007-10-24T09:54:00.000+08:00

I've just finished my MUET speaking! The topic was;

what is the most adverse effect of war? (ok, i modified it but the question was something like that! )

and the options were:
1. loss of life
2. loss of property
3. affects the economy
4. affects the environment

for individual presentation i have to speak about how war affects the economy. it sucked because eventhough i had points i can't make it as a good sentence and the flow was'nt there when i talk... but my group presentation was ok i think! i did better for my group presentation.
LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST! ^_^

The crazy me!

2007-10-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

how crazy can i be? There is only 3 weeks(plus-minus) left for my STPM and i've started a blog! These are the symptoms of high stress syndrome!(OMG drama!). actually,i'm new to this whole blogging thing! "lets give it a try girl!". i've just finished my MUET speaking practise n my muet exam is on this thursday!(exactly why am i "not panicking" now!). i don't really care about it anyway as i got a satisfying result in mid year MUET.I'm just doing it for the sake of trying!(WHOEVER READ THIS POST, WISH ME LUCK!).Thats all i guess.... i have to return to my inorganic chemistry which is waiting for me for a long time! (it practically became my sweetheart for the past 3 days!)